I now live 6 hours away from my dad and step-mum and they say they can’t come visit me because I live too far away now. My best friend’s parents planned a huge surprise visit for her and she lives 5+ hours away from them. My flat mates mum has come to visit her so many times and it just makes me wonder if they even miss me.
And with my flat mate and her mum…I envy their relationship so much. They just took me down to the peer to have fish and chips and they are so alike. I guess I’d love to have a mum who is like a best friend, who you can talk to and will be there for you when you need her. Just watching them together makes me so jealous and I wonder to myself why can’t I have that? I have a step mum and she’s lovely and everything…but it’s just not the same. I miss my mum and I wonder everyday what it would have been like if she was still here. I just feel like I’m missing out on something so amazing. And everyday it breaks my heart.